{"id":110517,"date":"2018-05-07T12:00:17","date_gmt":"2018-05-07T11:00:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/?p=110517"},"modified":"2018-05-04T13:35:47","modified_gmt":"2018-05-04T12:35:47","slug":"though-invisible-to-us-our-dead-are-not-absent","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/2018\/05\/though-invisible-to-us-our-dead-are-not-absent\/","title":{"rendered":"Though Invisible to Us, Our Dead Are Not Absent"},"content":{"rendered":"

Those titular words were sent to me by Fr. Daniel Berrigan shortly before he died.<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

It is a glorious spring day as I write.\u00a0 The day my father died was also glorious, and I cried like a baby. It was 25 years ago today, May 1, 1993. To the young it must seem like a long time ago.\u00a0 To me it is yesterday. I am his namesake for which I feel blessed.\u00a0 Every day that passes I realize how profound his influence has been on me.\u00a0 Perhaps not obvious to others, it runs like an underground stream that carries me forward and soothes my soul through the passage of days. The early morning he died was so beautiful, almost as beautiful as he was.\u00a0 The call from the hospital came at 5 A.M.\u00a0 When I was leaving his apartment shortly thereafter, the birds were in full throat, singing madly.\u00a0 The flowering bushes leading into his apartment building were in full bloom and the smell intoxicating. The morning was arriving and my father departing and my heart was aching. The bittersweet juxtaposition of his day of departure has never left me, nor has the feel and smell of him as we would hug in those final years as he was weakening and preparing for his restless farewell.\u00a0 My father never waivered from his faith that \u201cthough I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not love, I am become as sounding brass, or a clanging cymbal.\u201d\u00a0 Those words ring their reminders in my ears continually.<\/p>\n

Now it is spring again.\u00a0 Yesterday as I drove to work through the gentle New England spring rain, I noticed how fast the grass was turning green and how in a few days the weather will turn quite warm and the flowers and foliage will explode with joy. \u201cExplode,\u201d yes.\u00a0 That word dragged my thoughts across the world. And I thought of all the bombs and missiles exploding throughout the Middle East and the guns of the killers exploding everywhere, extinguishing the possibility for joy for so many. And the nuclear ones hiding in their silos and those treacherously sliding silently under the world\u2019s oceans in Trident submarines, primed to kill us all.\u00a0 And the indifference of so many people to this carnage, initiated and sustained by our own government.\u00a0 Or was it indifference or something else?\u00a0 It seemed to me as I wondered in the rolling silence of the car that it was that and yet wasn\u2019t just<\/em> that.\u00a0 There was a missing link that I couldn\u2019t fully understand, and still don\u2019t.\u00a0 Was it fear?<\/p>\n

Then I recalled that yesterday was the anniversary of the death of Dan Berrigan two years ago, another father and mentor whose influence runs through my veins.\u00a0 Dan and my father never met, and in ways they were opposites, but yet a marriage of opposites.\u00a0 Both trained by Jesuits, and Dan a Jesuit priest, who became a renegade radical priest, a criminal felon in opposition to the American Empire and its terrifying violence; my father, eight years older, a gentle more conservative soul inspired by the same faith expressed in quieter and more personal ways and possessed of a gift with words equal to the eloquence of Dan\u2019s writing but more humorous and sometimes acerbic.\u00a0 Dan, the serious poet; my father, a master of the epistolarian\u2019s art and quite the serious comedian.<\/p>\n

The tragedian and comic, faithful to the paradox of our condition.\u00a0 In one of his last letters to me my father wrote, \u201cI am hooked up to a heart monitor and have been examined by a neurosurgeon named Block.\u00a0 I think he is H.R. Block of tax forms.\u00a0 I have also just signed a consent form for a cat scan.\u00a0 I think that\u2019s to see if I like cats.\u201d<\/p>\n

And of course Dan, in his role as dissident, wrote so famously, fifty years ago this May 17, as he stood burning draft records in Catonsville, Maryland with his brother Phil and seven other brave resisters to the war against Vietnam:<\/p>\n

Excuse us good friends for the fracture of good order, the burning of paper instead of children, the angering of the orderlies in the front parlor of the charnel house.\u00a0 We could not, so help us God, do otherwise.\u00a0 For we are sick at heart.\u00a0 Our hearts give us no rest for thinking of the Land of Burning Children\u2026. We say killing is disorder.\u00a0 Life and gentleness and community and unselfishness is the only order we recognize\u2026. In a time of death, some men\u2026 the resisters…those who preach and embrace the truth, such men overcome death, their lives are bathed in the light of resurrection, the truth has set them free\u2026 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Who am I?\u00a0 Who are we?<\/p>\n

The mystical and political poet Kenneth Rexforth wrote in \u201cGrowing\u201d:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I and thou, from the one to<\/em>
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 The dual, from the dual<\/em>
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 To the other, the wonderful,<\/em>
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Unending, unfathomable<\/em>
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Process of becoming each<\/em>
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ourselves for the other.<\/em><\/p>\n

How do we become who we are? asked Nietzsche, while paradoxically telling us. But in speaking paradoxically, he, the alleged murderer of God but himself a paradoxical lover of Jesus, spoke the truth about us all, or at least about me.\u00a0 I am a paradox, a combination of influences of those who came before me and now whisper to me from the shadows and those living friends and enemies who inspire me. Their spirits flow into me while I flow on. \u00a0It is a vast conspiracy of the communion of the living and the dead.<\/p>\n

I can hear my father whisper to me what he wrote years ago: \u201cThe other day Mama saw a death notice of an Edward J. Curtin but happily he came from Brooklyn, so it wasn\u2019t either of us.\u00a0 I told you things would get better.\u201d<\/p>\n

I am laughing through my tears as I recall how he would often end his epistles with the word pax, and then further on the question \u2013 quie\u0341n sabe? (who knows?).<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t know, but knowledge is overrated.<\/p>\n

The world is beautiful, and we must save it by listening to the voices of our blessed dead, who instill us with life and love and the spirit of resistance.\u00a0 We must carry it on.<\/p>\n

httpv:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=TaZ1qiYT6U8<\/p>\n

__________________________________________<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a>Edward Curtin is a writer whose work has appeared widely. He is a member of the TRANSCEND Network for Peace Development Environment<\/a> and teaches sociology at Massachusetts College of Liberal Arts. His website is <\/em>http:\/\/edwardcurtin.com\/<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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