{"id":140298,"date":"2019-08-12T12:00:46","date_gmt":"2019-08-12T11:00:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/?p=140298"},"modified":"2019-08-11T11:25:46","modified_gmt":"2019-08-11T10:25:46","slug":"a-dreaming-stranger-on-a-train","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/2019\/08\/a-dreaming-stranger-on-a-train\/","title":{"rendered":"A Dreaming Stranger on a Train"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u201cSmall disconnected facts, if you take note of them, have a way of becoming connected.\u201d<\/em>
\n\u2013 Walker Percy, The Thanatos Syndrome<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

10 Aug 2019 – <\/em>News headlines for July, 2, 2019 seen at a kiosk in Grand Central Station: Trump says tanks will be on display July 4th<\/sup> as a sign of the nation\u2019s firepower; bombing kill dozens and hurts schoolchildren as Taliban talks resume; Israel is blamed for deadly missile strike in Syria; could a mandatory keto diet improve U.S. military performance; and Japan resumes commercial whaling.\u00a0 The traveler saw these notices of strength and power and passed them by in disgust.<\/p>\n

On the train from New York City, the advertisement on the wall with a picture of a disconsolate white guy read: \u201cThey say laughter is the best medicine.\u00a0 But not when it comes to ED.\u201d\u00a0 The traveler, whose first name was Ed, couldn\u2019t help laughing, which was a relief after his previous revulsion.\u00a0 He wondered why in the 1990s so many men allegedly and suddenly came down with sexual impotence.\u00a0 Was it connected to that other fake medical disease, attention deficit disorder, or to the dawning awareness that American military bravado was a cover for growing weakness?<\/p>\n

He remembered that when he was young, he had had an erector set made of metal, and in order to raise something up you had to use screws and nuts. But that was just play construction and the socialization of boys. Now the pharmaceutical companies had, in an Orwellian fashion, created a new word for male impotence (powerlessness), a mechanical functional term, as if the human body were a machine and men were innocent little boys. \u201cErectile Dysfunction\u201d \u2013 a simple engineering problem.<\/p>\n

First create the problem, then sell the solution.\u00a0 Maybe all these damaged men weren\u2019t powerless, just mechanically challenged.\u00a0 Or if they felt powerless but were not sexually impotent, what might be the cause of this feeling?\u00a0 Were they mentally challenged?\u00a0 Screwed by Big Pharma\u2019s propaganda?\u00a0 Gone nuts in a world where technology was rendering them superfluous except for some sperm in a bank.<\/p>\n

When he got home, the sojourner, a man of words, wondered further.\u00a0 He saw this advertisement and realized the truth must lie in numbers, a lot of numbers.\u00a0 Didn\u2019t analytics rule the day?<\/p>\n

Fierce Pharma:<\/p>\n

4.3 million men in the UK experience erectile problems: That\u2019s a lot of men.\u00a0 That\u2019s more men than there are words in this newspaper, in fact.\u00a0 That\u2019s twenty five times more men than there are words in the English language.\u00a0 More men than all the words in all the novels Charles Dickens ever wrote, even.\u00a0 So a lot of men will be glad to know that Viagra connect is now available without a prescription.<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

In The Wall Street Journal for July 1, 2019, which he found lying on the adjoining train seat, it was reported that Surterra Wellness Inc., a cannabis start-up company, had named the former Kellogg Co. chief financial officer Fareed Khan as its next finance chief. Also joining Surterra were William Wrigley II, the former CEO and chairman of the famous Wrigley candy and gum company, and Ed Brown, the former CEO of Patr\u03ccn Spirits Co.<\/p>\n

He thought of John Kellogg with his clean-living movement and his obsession with creating anaphrodistic foods like Corn Flakes to curb sexual urges, and he wondered if Ogden Nash\u2019s famous lines needed to be amended: \u201cCandy is dandy, but liquor is quicker.\u201d\u00a0 Should Nash\u2019s words now read: Candy is dandy, liquor is quicker, but cannabis is satoris?\u00a0 Also unfathomable in its ability to generate great profits and higher delusions?\u00a0 These new Surterra guys seemed to think so.<\/p>\n

When a woman got on at the next stop and sat down next to our traveler, she immediately started fingering her phone, and when that continued for the next twenty minutes, it so irritated him that he decided to take a nap.\u00a0 He dreamed of how he was a ridiculous man, akin to Dostoevsky\u2019s ridiculous man, but that he was traveling to a place where being ridiculous was a sign of sanity, not an excuse for mockery because the age he was living in was demented. When he awoke the woman was gone.\u00a0 He tried to grasp the meaning of his dream, but was interrupted by his arrival at his stop.\u00a0 Like Dostoevsky\u2019s character, he dreamed he was taken to a different planet, but he couldn\u2019t say where it was. He heard these words:<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd yet how simple it is: in one day, in one hour everything could be arranged at once! The chief thing is to love others like yourself, that\u2019s the chief thing, and that\u2019s everything; nothing else is wanted \u2014 you will find out at once how to arrange it all.\u201d<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Hearing these words, he felt less alone, not exactly a stranger on a train.<\/p>\n

But when he got home and emptied his backpack, he saw that a small pocket tape recorder that he had purchased and fiddled with before boarding the train had been turned on to the record mode the whole time.\u00a0 He rewound it and played it forward to make sure it was clear.\u00a0 About halfway through he heard these words, each interrupted by a short pause: \u201cI know-I know-I knooow-yeh-it\u2019s true-I know-yeh-aaah-aaah-yeh-yeh-aaah-mmm-yeh-right-really-aaah-I know-good for her-yeh-yup-right-good for her-yeh -yeh-seeya.\u201d\u00a0<\/em> The phone call of the woman in the next seat had been recorded, her eloquent half of it, anyway.\u00a0 His dream vanished.<\/p>\n

He placed the tape recorder on his desk and read a quote by Samuel Beckett, the author of Waiting for Godot<\/em>, that he had copied out before he took his trip.<\/p>\n

\u201cPerhaps that’s what I feel, an outside and an inside and me in the middle, perhaps that’s what I am, the thing that divides the world in two, on the one side the outside, on the other the inside, that can be as thin as foil, I’m neither one side nor the other, I’m in the middle, I’m the partition, I’ve two surfaces and no thickness, perhaps that’s what I feel, myself vibrating, I’m the tympanum, on the one hand the mind, on the other the world, I don’t belong to either.\u201d<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Then he went to bed and back to dreaming.<\/p>\n

He awoke to this headline the following day: \u201cNavy Seal Accused of War Crimes Acquitted of Murder\u201d for killing two Iraqi civilians and stabbing to death a teenage prisoner.<\/p>\n

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\"\"<\/a><\/em>Edward Curtin is a writer whose work has appeared widely. He is a member of the TRANSCEND Network for Peace Development Environment<\/a>. Website: <\/em>Behind the Curtain<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cPerhaps that’s what I feel, an outside and an inside and me in the middle, perhaps that’s what I am, the thing that divides the world in two, on the one side the outside, on the other the inside, that can be as thin as foil, I’m neither one side nor the other, I’m in the middle, I’m the partition, I’ve two surfaces and no thickness, perhaps that’s what I feel, myself vibrating, I’m the tympanum, on the one hand the mind, on the other the world, I don’t belong to either.\u201d — Samuel Beckett, Waiting for Godot<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":108249,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[40],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-140298","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-transcend-members"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/140298","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=140298"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/140298\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/108249"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=140298"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=140298"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=140298"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}