{"id":147359,"date":"2019-11-11T12:00:47","date_gmt":"2019-11-11T12:00:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/?p=147359"},"modified":"2024-09-23T14:41:23","modified_gmt":"2024-09-23T13:41:23","slug":"on-moving-to-palestine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.transcend.org\/tms\/2019\/11\/on-moving-to-palestine\/","title":{"rendered":"On Moving to Palestine"},"content":{"rendered":"

10 Nov 2019 –<\/em> Last night we listened to beautiful music from our friend Garth Hewitt to a packed lobby of the “Walled-off hotel”.\u00a0 I have three deadlines in the next two weeks and time is very limited but I needed some time to reflect and the music was indeed inspiring. Garth also very kindly publicly acknowledge our work at the Palestine Institute for Biodiversity and Sustainability and the Palestine Museum of Natural History (palestinenature.org<\/a>) and encouraged the audience to visit us.\u00a0 Over 11years ago, I returned from the US to Palestine and this morning at 6 AM I dug up my message sent august 2008 on Leaving the US for Palestine<\/em> and I share it with you because it still shapes my decisions\/my life and could give you food for thought (of course what I proposed to do then did evolve including deciding to write a book on popular resistance, getting arrested\/detained many times, and starting the PMNH\/PIBS).<\/p>\n

After such knowledge; what forgiveness?
\nThink now
\nHistory has many cunning passages,
\nContrived corridors
\nAnd issue, deceives with wispering ambitions
\nGuides us by vanities.
\nThink now
\nShe gives when our attention is distracted
\nAnd what she gives, she gives with such supple confusion
\nWe shall not cease from exploration
\nAnd the end of all exploring
\nWill be to arrive where we started
\nAnd know the place for the first time
\n<\/em>— T. S. Elliot<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

I graduated from Jordan University with a Bachelor degree at age 21 and then taught in Palestinian Schools (Jerusalem, Bethlehem, Jericho).\u00a0 In those year and a half as a middle and high school teacher (Jan 78-June 79) I worked very hard at two jobs (extra teaching at private school in Jerusalem) so as to save money for higher education. I saved enough for the airline tickets and an extra $1500 for the first few months in America. I came to the US in August 1979 to pursue higher education and ended up making it a home while maintaining a home in Palestine.\u00a0 Since then I got my doctorate, medical boards in genetics, and served on faculties at the University of Tennessee, Duke, and Yale Universities.\u00a0 I published over 130 scientific papers and three books. Here I also met first my wife, built a family, made thousands of friends, and chose to become a citizen. Thus, my journey in the US was wonderful and highly successful.<\/p>\n

Much of my activism was driven here by the desire to improve this country (e.g. stop it from committing war crimes and crimes against humanity).\u00a0 I strongly believe that unless all of us work together to change US foreign policy (a policy shaped by Zionist lobbies), we are all doomed.\u00a0 We see that millions of US citizens are also concerned about the way this foreign policy is damaging our economy and reputation around the world. I think it must (and it will) change.\u00a0 There are many good signs (e.g. the books of Carter and Mearsheimer and Walt became best sellers). Yet, today with the new laws that shred constitutional protections, government intrusion on every sphere of life, the US has been more Israelized.\u00a0 \u00a0These things, restrictions on students coming from the Arab world, and the war economy in America (that devastated higher education here) makes a repeat of my story much more difficult if not impossible. My own journey has not been easy.<\/p>\n

Racist Zionists tried to block us at every corner and racism in a society shaped by Hollywood films that villify Arabs is rampant.\u00a0 Some take their positions\u00a0 at institutions of higher education and at funding agencies (e.g. March of Dimes, National Science Foundation, National Institute of Health) as a license to advance their racist ideologies.\u00a0 This situation continues although I did notice that in the past 12-15 years things have become more opened up.\u00a0 This is a function of<\/p>\n

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  1. numbers: Zionist ranks are dwindling and populations of all other people in the US are growing,<\/li>\n
  2. the internet opening up the dialogues and increasing exposure to the truth, and<\/li>\n
  3. more Arab and Muslim Americans taking on their civic responsibilities and asserting their rights and their responsibilities in this society. But perhaps it is always a struggle anyway.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    But the difficulties I faced (including a major health issue) are nothing compared to what other Palestinians face under occupation or in exile (e.g. in refugee camps in Lebanon and Syria).\u00a0 I consider my challenges\/difficulties in life as blessings.\u00a0 I would not want them changed if I had the power to change them. Difficulties in life make us who we are and help us improve.\u00a0 In this I am thankful even to those self-declared enemies and protagonists who sometimes succeeded in what they aimed to do and sometimes failed but always provided me with good lessons. So perhaps a tinge of me wants more difficulties.<\/p>\n

    I look back with nostalgia at my upbringing under Israeli occupation.\u00a0 I look with nostalgia at the time I was teaching in the West Bank.\u00a0 I talk to my elderly diabetic mother every week and she tells me stories of what is going on the ground.\u00a0 Her stories include things like people dying because of being prevented from going to health clinics, students denied the right to go to school, lands confiscated, children shot in the back of the head, extra-judicial executions, further acts of ethnic cleansing, and more. I also go to Palestine every year and I see the apartheid system getting worse.\u00a0 Walls surrounding towns and villages, US weapons that killed or maimed friends and colleagues, economic strangulation, and much more.\u00a0 But both mother and I see so much good work being done by good people of all faiths and backgrounds.<\/p>\n

    Thus, every year when I go visit Palestine, I cannot wait to come back even though life there gets worse (checkpoints, the violence of the occupation, the economic deterioration).\u00a0 My last visit was of July last year.\u00a0 The hate I witnessed from settlers, from occupation soldiers, and yes from some natives was so thick in the air and permeated everything.\u00a0 The racism, the segregation, the apartheid walls… and all the other things I occasionally share with you through this cyberspace. BUT, there is also lots of love. Love is not usually expressed in words in Palestine. Even among family members it is rare to hear the words “I love you”.\u00a0 Love is expressed at a far more meaningful sense in caring, asking how your health is, offering food, hospitality, offering your clothing and what little you have etc. These are acts of love.<\/p>\n

    In the US, I witness acts of love perhaps two or three times a day in person (I see many more on the emails and other news sources).\u00a0 In Palestine, in my last visit, I witnessed acts of love in the dozens in some days.\u00a0 In one day of a nonviolent demonstration in Bilin and then in the Hospital where Ibrahim Bornat was taken after being shot, I witnessed hundreds of acts of love.\u00a0 They came not just from Palestinians but from Internationals and even Israelis who were with us. In the US, writing a letter to the editor or demonstrating in front of a congressman’s office are acts of resistance (and yes love). In Palestine, teaching a child to read, eating, drinking, breathing living, and everything we do in life there are acts of resistance (and love).\u00a0 This is because that is not what the colonial Zionist movement wants (they want us all out to create a more uniform “Jewish state” that is cleansed “nichsayon”).<\/p>\n

    Of course without the US support of Israel, Israel can’t survive as a colonial power.\u00a0 That is why work in the US has been and must continue to be a center of focus.\u00a0 We simply must change US policy in the Middle East (if nothing else than to save the US from economic collapse!). Work must be done both in Palestine and outside of Palestine.\u00a0 Indeed that is part of the reason why I have not relocated to Palestine earlier. There is something indeed about fate and destiny.<\/p>\n

    I also have a home in Connecticut and will maintain that for the time being. It is our destiny as Palestinians to be so conflicted and separated.\u00a0 I have relatives in 40+ countries. I have friends and colleagues in over 100 countries.\u00a0 So I guess, the world is my home. The corner of it that received a lot of oppression deserves a lot of attention\/activism.<\/p>\n

    Activism for human rights is not only a duty but it is one of the most rewarding things to have done myself (marriage, having a son, writing books are others). Activism falls truly under the category of enlightened self interest which is what philosophers and sages of old have encouraged us to practice. So in that sense I am still going to be doing acts similar to here.\u00a0 My focus will shift though.\u00a0 I will be doing somethings:<\/p>\n